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ONE L.O.V.E. A Leave Out ViolencE Publication

Leave Out ViolencE (L.O.V.E.) is a national not-for-profit organization dedicated to reducing violence in our communities by building a team of youth spokespeople to communicate a message of non-violence. They offer a photojournalism program, facilitated by professional journalists and photographers, a Leadership Training Program, and publications.

Their educational tools, include “ONE LOVE,” a bi-annual newspaper with a circulation of 50,000, that publishes the work of LOVE youth and is distributed through schools and community networks. The Courage to Change: A Teen Survival Guide, their second book, is a teen-to-teen guide on how to deal with the stresses that can lead to violence. The Leadership Training Program helps youth use their experiences to teach others that there are alternatives to violence. They lead workshops and discussions in schools across Canada, creating awareness of youth violence through exhibits of their writing and photographs.

Web: www.leaveoutviolence.ca


Powerlessness
by Kimberly Flynn

My arms weak from the fight
Standing
Shallow breaths in my chest
Restless

Wanting to move, take action
Say brave words
But instead I stand in silence
Exhausted
From the fears, the emotions
The thoughts
Of tears that have left me
Drained
Of all the power which I contained
Meek, frail
A shadow, an outline of
Strength Useless, swaying idly
With nothing left to say
Nothing of what I used to be
Remains
Taken swiftly by your words,
Your body, your hate
Every memory of that night
Leaves me standing
My arms weak from the fight I sway.

sketchAlyssa Kuzmarov is the Regional Program Director at Leave Out ViolencE (LOVE) in Montreal. A social worker and writer, Alyssa is completing her first manuscript entitled True Power Within, a memoir depicting her own healing journey.

Kimberly Flynn, 18, is a talented writer and poet. As a youth leader at Leave Out ViolencE, Kimberly uses her ability to express herself to encourage other youth, in the after-school programs as well as in classrooms, to find their voices. Kimberly’s own voice is powerful in its realness and its delicate probing into the workings of the heart.


Source: ONE L.O.V.E. Vol.3 No. 2
Photo: Ian Berard

Gary Joseph, 21, has been writing poetry since the age of 12. Gary has learned to release his emotions on paper with a dynamic style and rhythm. At Leave Out ViolencE, Gary provides an excellent role model for the youth he talks to in classrooms across the city. He openly explores his own issues and is constantly seeking to learn more about himself and others. His poetry reveals his sensitivity as well as his willingness to take risks, face his fears and triumph!

Jennifer Ottaway says: Born in Toronto in 1954 of publisher (plumbing and heating catalogue) father and secretary, homemaker mother, I was the third of four children and enjoyed a happy childhood in Etobicoke, with extended family as neighbours. As the most hyper of the bunch I endured/went to school and continued to a BA in Phys. Ed. I wanted to teach outdoor education but worked as a group leader for Katimavik (federal youth volunteer program), then raised a family and operated two small businesses, house rental and translation. I am still owner (but frozen-out operator) of a Holdings Corporation which owns 3 houses. I have been a massage therapist and hope to continue. I currently live on Ile-D’Orleans and survive (well) as a Frontier College farm labourer-literacy teacher and artist (watercolourist). The future? The sky is the limit… I have started writing a book on my adventures as a homeless person…I know I will be doing some kind of ‘mission’ work for the rest of my life.

Loss by a bullet
by Gary Joseph

I am trying to hold on to some understanding because I know the pain, the sadness, the grave.

I know it hurts inside to know that the one you cared for, lived with, dreamed about, thought about, promised things to, isn’t there anymore. You want the person to be there with you all the way and then they’re gone, just by a bullet.

Heartache. Just by a pin drop, they are gone and we will have that pain in us because it is hard to forget, it is hard to leave it alone. You can’t expect us to just lie a baby in a box and go ok?

It’s sad with me. I still cry about it, waking up at night crying tears remembering those days we had laughing, smiling, crying, hanging out. Even on the bad days, we’d talk about and solve it or just leave it.

Right now I am writing this and inside is my unhappiness. I laugh and talk, but behind that it’s all sadness. I know I can’t stay sad all life long, but all I have to do is bless you and others that keep me going. I always wondered how come I still have the emotions to go on day by day. I have to close by saying I know you are smiling down on me saying it’s ok. I know I will see you someday, but I wonder why life goes this way.


photo image of Micheal Paul MartinMichael Paul- Martin is a Cree poet originally from James Bay in North Ontario. He speaks Cree, and reads /writes Cree syllabics. His first collection of poetry, She Said Sometimes I Hear Things, came out in 1996. He is currently illustrating three children’s books, slated for publication soon. For a number of years, Michael has been one of the writers/editors of Street Post newsletter of Toronto West. He has also worked on scripts for theatre of the oppressed and for a movie. Michael volunteers mainly for the poor. In June 2001, he graduated from the Community Leadership Training program at St. Christopher House of West Toronto where the program dealt with Antioppression and Communication (and Critical Thinking), and Conflict Resolution and Negotiation. In the fall of 2002, after openheart surgery, Michael returned to the North to teach.

Robert Thomas Payne was a sailor for ten years. Then he was an actor. At one point he found himself homeless and in need. What he saw and heard in the drop-ins and soup kitchens ofphoto image of "The Street Post" magazine Toronto confirmed his belief that all human beings are subject to the same frailties, aspirations and realities, though not the same opportunities. And he saw art all around him. Since 1997, he has volunteered with St. Christopher House/The Meeting Place Drop-In as editor and one of the writers of The Street Post. He thinks a solution to homelessness is opening the lines of communication. He can be found wandering the streets of Toronto, or sitting here and there, listening more than talking.


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